Christmas...

Christmas is over... 

It wasn't as bad as i thought it might be.. 

Yeah i missed my family.. more then ever.. but.. my Family here.. made it good..

It was nothing like i was used to... 

In Germany.. you open everything at night after dinner on th 24th.. 

Here in the US you do one at night on the 24th .. and the rest in the morning of the 25th...

So .. in the morning of the 25th .. the boys woke us up.. of course they could not WAIT to get to grandmas house.. 

So I called my family in Germany real quick .. wished them a Merry Christmas.. and told them how much i missed them.. and wished i could be there.. 

Then .. we all got dressed.. and went over to my mom in laws house.. 

(She only lives like 5 houses down the road :) )

So when we got there.. we got everything ready... and then let the boys unpack their things..

They were so excited.. :) 

Didn't cared to much .. about the clothes they got... But LOVED their toys.. 

There is no greater thing for me .. to see my kids smile and be happy.. so when they are happy .. I AM TOO... 

I will miss home.. no matter what.. but i will try to make the best out of it here.. ! 

I have my own little family here with me.. Thats all i should need.! 

And its not like i cant talk to my fam in Germany.. soooo .. I need to take a chill pill.. and calm down. 

Life is not as bad as it seems sometimes.. 

But we all have our days.. where we hate everything.. and just feel like crying all day. 

I am excited to see what the New Year holds for me and my boys. 

...........

I love you ... No matter how many miles are between us.. you guys are ALWAYS on my mind.. ! 

MUAH.. to all my Schatzis... :)